失而复得

失去了的东西，本以为没什么可能找的回，

它突然地出现在面前，

原来失而复得的心情是那么的好 ！

16.11.2008

" We must have the courage to bet on our ideas,

to take the calculated risk, and to act.

Everyday living requires courage

if life is to be effective and bring happiness "

我相信, 终有一天,

千里马一定会遇到伯乐!

Status confirmed ~

Status: CONFIRMED OK

Few more days before saying the "GoodBye",

This is the very last time.
" I was so hyped up with the journey of 2008

to only realize that 2008 brings nothing but only shattering disappointment. "

This is juz so true !!!

Its going to b a very long break for me b4 the new resolution,

Yea, and after this...

I will leave everything back,

n I am not bringing it with me any real longer !!

Yea... After this,

say real GOODBYE !!

They said, harvesting its all about the seed u plant,

You will receive how much u Give out.

I care about the final results of wht i am going to give out,

I will bear all the consequences, to make life live with no regrets.

Everything happens for a reason,

Good things happened to make u smile,

Bad things happened to make u grew older, live wiser n tougher..

Life is a progress,

Ups and Downs, Sweet and Sour,

They gather up to paint urself a picture n to make up ur own Storybook.

I am looking forward for the long waiting break,

I am looking forward for all the challenging tht might arise throughout,

I am not going to care how terrible the consequences would have happened in the future,

Right this moment, i am enjoying this hard,
Trying to let things go as my desire,

Hope things goes on as how i wish it to be.

Thank You very much !!

I am leaving this soon, n i appreciate wht had happened since....

n Bye everyone ! :)

I am Eliza Kan~

I felt so refresh after this,
I felt so good that, through this i able to let go,
It enables to provide me the strength that i need,
" Let Bygones be bygones ",
Its easy to speak out, but its so hard to apply,
With only that special strength, i able to hold this application for tht particular moment.
I am so refresh this moment, seriously, it juz cant be described.
After all this, I've come out with this,
A month working leave to get back to where i belongs to..
Stay tune el, and u will get ur way there !! :D

Eliza's

当我爱上一首歌时，我会重复不断地听，

当我爱上某个牌子的香水， 我会重复地买回同样的，

我喜欢甜甜的味道，喜欢哪甜甜的香气。。

每一年的生日，总是会收到些香水，

我还记得，雅雯说了一番这样的话，

“ Secret Wish 是 Eliza's 的味道，生日时不能再送Secret Wish ” 。。

一年前的生日，收到了两瓶一样的香水，两瓶很不我的香水,

尝试去喜欢那淡淡而带点花香和水果成分的香气，

可是我却嗅不到哪半点的水果味，反而有如其名，只有“Cool Water” 的 Cool 味，

不能接受变化的我，还是把它们放上了哪香水柜子上。。

某一天，某些原因，

我生气地把其一瓶摔破了，

从来我都不用摔东西来解决问题，但我控制不了我当时的情绪,

我不明白，

我用尽了很多方法告诉自己，我很好，但我却做不到。。

告诉自己，他或许有他自己背后的原因，但我不懂。

最难熬的时候，幸好有你们俩不断的为我分析，

原谅我，原谅我偶尔还是会回到原点，

你们了解我的性格，

明白我是个不容易付出，也不容易收回的人，

你们告诉我，我需要的是时间，

我知道我需要一段很长很长的时间，

我以为我已经放下了，我以为我熬过了那我不明白为什么会发生的。。

今天，我发现，

发现原来我以为的，其实还存在。。

我厌倦了这种生活，

天空下起雨了，但我不快乐，

臉上的笑　是很勉強的。。

不懂什么事情，我又回到了哪原点心情，

告诉了她，

她回答了，一句，

"Because Its' part of your life !"

我后悔说过的每一句话，

如果时间可以倒退，

我希望我可以收回我之前说过的，

不知不觉，我也开始爱上，我从来不觉得会属于我的香味。。

我学会了，对任何事情应该有所保留，

因为你永远不会知道，

When Will You Fall Into It...

By the time, you fall into, It Might be too Late...

Chances Go and Never Come back !

I Miss San San ~

Although, d time v spent together is juz that few hours,

V not able to speak to each other like previously,

continously non stop chatting in d room;

U laying on my Marie's Bed,

I sitting on my reading chairs...

But i enjoyed the time v spent tht day !!

I miss You !!

Will c ya in my upcoming trip...

Stay tune San San JieJie :D